Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Love?

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have everyone love you
Would it be the greatest thing in the world?
I highly doubt it, as with those feelings come the expectations
Love is not unconditional, you have to give something up for it
You would be empty if everyone loved you.
Or would their love fill your soul so you could arise to the expectations
And prove what it is you have to bring.
This is the lesson that must be learned
As its failure will torment your soul
Unless of course you are lucky enough to find that one unconditional love
Then that is all you will need to complete your soul.
Love is truly the fuel that burns inside everyone of us
And its what drives me. My love for all.
If our are lucky enough to read this
Let it be known that you are thought of often.
And hold a special place in my heart and soul

once again a new tune

very fitting in this day, listen to the lyrics....brilliant IMO anyways

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Winter

I awake at the edge of winter
to these new feelings of relief
that flow upon me like the rain
they fill my soul with the saturated
feeling of completion
flowing down my soul
to my feet and into the gutter
with everything else
if only i could have one thing,
just a pinch,
so i can rise from this dream and awake

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Monday, September 15, 2008

On this Path i Walk Alone?

Drudging through the depths of another day, i often stop and say,
What will it take to bring this joy i give to everyone,
I see the smiles, i feel the love, yet i'm not yet done,
Searching for that piece i need to be complete,
with my luck it's right here under my seat,
So its time to get up and move, take control,
And get this life on a roll,
The past is there right behind,
Its not moving so i'll be fine
Can see the road ahead and its bright as the sun
I get excited as i realize that its full of fun
These new peeps who lift me up are here to stay
Cause its bout time i learn to say
the things i need to cover my ass
cause in the past i've been shown no class.
No more rhyming i mean it
anybody want a peanut

Monday, September 8, 2008

P.S. I Love You

I just want to run, but why? It was so much fun
We laughed we cried, but did we even try?
Now i'm left walking alone, thinking of what is gone.
I run and dive down this slope, cause all thats left is hope.
So one day i can put this to rest, And stop taking everything in jest.

Jest, now thats a good one.


If you're reading this you must know,
It's my life and i need to grow,
I know you're here for me,
Just that thought brings me glee,
Now that only leaves one thing left to do,
P.S. I love you

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Anchor

I am here, waiting for my life to begin. My kindness is my only anchor. It's time to raise anchor and set sail on my solo journey. It will be there to remind me of who i am and who i was. But it will never stop me from reaching my destination.

Destination......unknown.

Within my sails sings the sound of the most beautiful breeze. A breeze that has touched the souls of every one it meets. Its effect is great joy. And with this joy is a fulfillment of a heart that has forever been forsaken. With this i offer my grace to you.