blah blah blah ending/beginning

The end is near, of yet another year
this one past taught lessons anew
made me do things i thought i'd never do
i grew a pair, with much despair
and kicked you to the curb
Then i made a few new ones
one was no better, while the rest are keepers
for them i am grateful
my heart abounds with joy
when i think of these new peeps
and its been many a moon since thats happened
The new year brings new goals
to be silenced like last
just don't hate me because i have goals
or i have dreams, after all
its why life is worth living
for the lucky ones, you may get a hug

Chilly Saturday Night Alone

You gave me chills and i froze,
i wanted to say that i can wait
but preservatives have never agreed
so they will die, on a shelf with all the rest.
Keep moving forward to keep the balance
but i really want to trip on you!

True Love?

I found my true love today.
It came in the shape of a tree
A partridge and a pear.
So beautiful, yet offered no response.

A new world

As snowflakes fall and cover this land
Memories hide below this false blanket
reminders of the agony one brings
all caused from expectation
but the movement continues.
Always forward, never back
Its time to clear a path to make my way
so i can get through to another day
and make better memories
just so they can get covered again

A quickie!

Can't you tell by my stare that i want to close on in and share some air!!

Baggage and Love

As i approach the cemetery gates, i see, they are narrow.
Thankfully i carry little baggage, i also walk alone.
Yet there is room beside me to fit through, but i have
yet to find someone who can keep up.
Most fall behind or slip because of the baggage they carry.

Lost love is still love,
It just takes on a different form
MEMORY
It becomes your new partner
Thus nurture it, hold it, dance with it
Life has to end, Love doesn't

ps. be thankful for all that has past, as it makes you who you are today

Synchronicity?

How can one find spiritual synchronicity using a machine made by man?
Time is relative, to a machine? Your number association is as falsely used as religion.
When you build a house, wouldn't you use a ruler of equal measure?
Time and dates are not produced using equal measures.
Thus the trauma and drama in your life.
Balance between physical and spiritual is found by removing the need for time.