Once upon a black kettle

I know where i've been

no need to keep reminiscing

i aim to move forward

yet you hold me back

i have grand plans

now, thanks to you,

i know exactly what can go wrong

just like the dead skin on my finger

time to cut you free

But could you handle

the medicine you fed my blood

Gorecki

"If I should die this very moment
I wouldnt fear
For Ive never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
Ive found the one Ive waited for"

freakin bored

tired, bored and at the table

finally broke down, ordered cable

The couch beacons, it calls my name

watch that movie again, kinda lame

too tired to eat, to hungry to sleep

i'd order in, but you know, i'm cheap

enter every room, i groan

floating around, i'm set on roam

so much space for one soul

dog's at it again, diggin his hole

should take him out for his nightly stroll

but first, i must add water to his bowl

I am the ladder

I feel the pressure from the heat

i step to the edge and i dive in

Too scared to jump in, around you go

the safe way in, first your toe

slow to the hips, now your in

Within minutes we reach our destination

with dripping hair our teeth reflect the sun

took you long enough, but now we can enjoy

our purpose down the dock

hand in hand, fingers locked

Oh what a feeling

Sleepless days and restless nights

Leading me up to the special flight

Up above the clouds, oh so white

The door opens, i fill with fright

10,000 feet is a beautiful sight

Never thought is was something i'd do

Then it all changed, i met you

Strapped in we left the plane

Falling headfirst should be insane

120mph no slowing down

Jumpsuit, hat, goggles...... chute?

he has it, on his back

Pull the cord, taught goes the slack

Round and round, more fun t be had

You, this day, makes me glad

A.D.D. is fun

Sleepy time is here again

Need to open my eyes

can't find my damn pen

Write something witty 

maybe something smart

blank sheet, what a pity

Let the Kat out of the bag

The cracks in the floor slowly fill

As these feelings come against my will

I want to open this can to let them out

and dance around, scream and shout

You put the sun in my skies, the moon i my eyes

the joy is so great it makes me cry

As i hold your hand it feels great

not letting go as i head to the cemetery gates